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When Dreams Are lost
Just looking for happiness.

another shitty day…

Posted
1 year ago

I will never be normal again my thoughts just consume and eat away at me each day. My eating disorder is growing very large is going to attack me one day very soon I’m so sick of looking at my body and thinking it’s disgusting. I look at myself with absolute disgust. I hate everything I have I’ve done and I hate everything about me no one will ever change my thoughts ever on how I feel about that. & i’m scared suicide crosses my mind every day but no one around knows it because I keep all demonized thoughts hidden. I just wish I could find happiness but i can’t when i have totally made myself into a piece of shit. & what makes it worse I sit home most of the days alone having my thoughts go crazy and making my mind twist and change things making me feel so dead and unhappy. I wish i wasn’t such a waste of spaceeee.

Posted
1 year ago
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